I'm sorry i ever forced her.

Yesterday i did a bad bad thing, i forced Jamie to change her friendster profile from Its complicated to In a Relationship.

Perhaps it seems childish, but her status really means something to me, especially when i feel that because of it, some other guy can anyhow say that she is his girl, since Its complicated amounts to being open to a free-for-all Christmas giveaway.

Anyway, i was surprised that Jamie even listened to me when i forced her, i guess on some level, she really does care what i say even if it hurts her and is against her principles to do things when forced. And here's where i was wrong, exercising my so-called authority as her BF to do such a thing. I thought a guy like me was above such chauvinistic actions but apparently not. So this entry here is to remind me of my mistake and in the hope that i will look at it and don't do it again.

The point is, Jamie is right, love is not love anymore when u have to force your loved one to do something they don't wanna do (even if it is in the best interests of protecting your relationship).

Lately, it seems enough has gone wrong with my life and i think its because i'm too free with nothing else to do but think of funny stuff. Funny stuff that won't happen cause i reiteriate that i have absolute faith in Jamie, although sometimes when u have nothing to do, absolute faith can be shaken, if only for awhile.